Wednesday, January 16, 2013

There is a storm

There is a storm within me... I'm not sure where it came from or when it first appeared, but it's raging now. And I don't know why, I don't know what it means or what it wants. All I feel is a great unsettledness, but not in a bad "oh, shit, what have I gotten myself into" way. More like I imagine a caterpillar feels inside the chrysalis. I feel sort of compressed and cocooned, like something major is happening on the inside that is going to emerge into the light of day. Somehow, and hopefully soon. It itches.