There is a storm within me... I'm not sure where it came from or when it first appeared, but it's raging now. And I don't know why, I don't know what it means or what it wants. All I feel is a great unsettledness, but not in a bad "oh, shit, what have I gotten myself into" way. More like I imagine a caterpillar feels inside the chrysalis. I feel sort of compressed and cocooned, like something major is happening on the inside that is going to emerge into the light of day. Somehow, and hopefully soon. It itches.
Sometimes I feel that way, it is usually an urge to create something, anything. I get very anxious, and can become obsessively focused on a project.
ReplyDeleteOr it's just gas.